Truth be told

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I can feel happy but I am not happy.

I am empty inside.

And it keeps building up.

I feel like prayer wont change me.

I feel stagnant everywhere.

I feel failure and a disappointment.

I feel mechanic. I feel dead.

Drowning in my unforgiving past and unknown future.

Wishing for calmness from my thoughts and their whispers.

Sleep has become an escape.

A beautiful escape when nightmares decide to stay at bay.

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